If Its So Good ..

If its so good,
Why don’t I want it anymore?
I don’t like it,
Don’t like the depression
Don’t like that its hurting

If its so good,
Why is it hurting me?
I don’t like to hurt,
Don’t like to cry,
Don’t like to feel my heart break.

If its so good,
Why would my heart be breaking?
I don’t like the feeling,
Don’t like loss of breath
Don’t like that its there

If its so good,
Why would I want it to go away?
I don’t like pain,
Don’t like the look in your eyes,
Don’t like love.

Yet I cant let go
I don’t like when your not there,
Don’t like when you don’t care,
Most of all I don’t like that it truly is so good.