Memories ..

Memories
that make my heart ache
when someone is rude to me...

Memories
that make a tear tickle down my cheek
when someone close to my heart
just leaves a void behind in my life...

Memories
of those paths in the woods i trod
with those beautiful fingers clenching mine
of that face
that makes my heart skip a beat
whenever i stole a glance at it...
of those beautiful songs
that accompanied our low voices
to break the silence during those chilling nights..

Memories
of those exchanged lunch boxes
of those chalks flying around...
of those names which i used to carve on my desk
of those football matches
that later turned into wars...

Memories
that sleep with me
walk with when the sun sets at the other side of the beach

Memories
that make me smile ...even laugh
during those empty moments...

ALWAYs ask me...

Why to make relationships that will die one day..

I answer...
for memories ....

Only memories ..

Days will pass,yearz may walk
A smile would last,the rememberance when would talk
Moments would breathe,but the company may not live
Solace shall conquer,conquer new relieve
When senses need to please
We will wonder if could sieze
But we will have only memories,
Only memories to keep. . .

Silence ..

Of the wind
Of the trees
Of the chains
Of the frees

Of a kid with sparkling eyes
Of a man who is just passing by
Of a woman dressed beautifully
Of an old man gazing at the sky

Of a lamp-post seeing people come and go
Of a trumpet which wont blow
Of a sunrise in the middle of a hay
Of a numb night after a hectic day

Of an actor who’s looking for a break
Of a beggar whom no-one notices
Of a lovely autumn
Of a hungry and vicious snake

Of a wind which isn’t blowing
Of a star which isn’t glowing
Of a bottle filled with wine
Of a clock which is stuck at nine


Of a tree with no leaves
Of a guitar with no strings
Of a life with no thrills
Of a church with no carols

Silence thou not speak
For the mind wanders when you speak
And tongue falters if one tries to speak

Silence…just a thoughtful numb silence

Your eye's sleep but you don't ..

When the winds are chasing a new direction
When nicer are the pains,happines is mere deception
When times run a bullet's fate
When nothing is clear and dreams fade
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When the chances are fallen,if tried
When tears are counted,that we cried
When sorrow gives another companion,but none
When we begin,although evrything is done
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When laughter is another lost emotion
When prayers are unheard,its end of devotion
Whne birth is a way to death
When we realise of all the promises unkept
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When the real picture comes to scene
When secrets reveal, things could have been
When its late to regret at the old dayz,gone
Then You would sleep,but eyes won’t. .

Love At first sight

You froze me in place the first time I saw you,
My feelings are deep and my soul full of many passions.
Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stories about love at first sight. Maybe my mom was right.

Your smile was warm and reached from ear to ear.
Your laugh is contagious and warms every corner of my soul.
Why do I feel so connected after one glance? I try and shake it but you already have a hold on my heart.

Your voice as resonant as a bass guitar and is felt throughout my heart. It is magical and soothing transporting me to a place I have never been. I try to hear the thoughts of my head but my heart whispers back, it is ok to love.

Your walk both sturdy and fast, it reflects your strength.
The vibrations of your surrounding energy engulf me.
I can see and feel the essence of who you are.
I want more but I am afraid, I know everything will be alright because I already love you.

Time has passed and we have had so many adventures. What happened to us? We say we are in different places in our lives. We try and move on but we can not. We are connected. I hear it in your resonant voice and the way you touch me. You are my true soul mate. The first time I saw you I knew it was true. But yet we are still in limbo, afraid of what we feel, to stubborn to know what we really have.

Everything you are has already changed the way I feel about my life. I want to let go of myself once again, I want to feel and know you again, I want you back because I am lost in a place where I feel nothing without you. My dreams of you and I are all I have left.

I love you

If Its So Good ..

If its so good,
Why don’t I want it anymore?
I don’t like it,
Don’t like the depression
Don’t like that its hurting

If its so good,
Why is it hurting me?
I don’t like to hurt,
Don’t like to cry,
Don’t like to feel my heart break.

If its so good,
Why would my heart be breaking?
I don’t like the feeling,
Don’t like loss of breath
Don’t like that its there

If its so good,
Why would I want it to go away?
I don’t like pain,
Don’t like the look in your eyes,
Don’t like love.

Yet I cant let go
I don’t like when your not there,
Don’t like when you don’t care,
Most of all I don’t like that it truly is so good.

In Between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
Guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

For my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Why Should I Die ?

Why should I die?
Why should I live?
Why should I die,
I have nothing to give?

In God's presence,
I will stand.
Without a present,
in my hand.

When should I die?
Today or tomorrow?
What will you feel?
Sad or sorrow?

Will you wake me,
from my sleep?
Will you wake me,
for me to keep?

In my slumber,
I will stay.
Will you ever,
go away?

Why should I die?
Why should I live?
Why should I die,
I have nothing to give?

MY prince Charming ..

Your essence, your being,
Just takes me away...
Back to a time way back.

Back when charming princes
In shining armor, on white horses,
Flourished, their swords,
Making the princesses swoon.

You do that to me,
Make me laugh, and fret,
And swoon, on occasion.

But without a sword,
Or a great white horse,
Or armor,
You are still a prince.

And my prince,
Whom I'd swoon over,
Any day.

I'm the girl ..

I'm the girl
With the bright brown eye's
That can see strait through
That little disguise

I'm the girl
With no broken smile
That just wants d lovedones to care
For a while

I'm the girl
That will always be strong
I'll never let you know
That theres something wrong

I'm the girl
That acts so tough
And no one knows
It's just a bluff

I'm the girl
Who wont let you near
The one whom you'll never
See shed a tear