Sayin Goodbye

You came like an oasis, in the desert,
The star that guides the lost one,
An ailment to the wounded soul,
Bringing hope like the rising sun.

When i was thirsty, searching for a drop of water,
You showed me your tears.
When i was lost searching for a place to stay,
You showed me your heart.
When i was hurt, and could hardly move a muscle,
You showed me how to change gears.
When i felt life was setting,never to come again,
You showed me how to restart.

You gave me your hand when I was drowning,
You gave me your smile when I was frowning,
You gave me your warmth,when buried in cold,
In your arms, I dissolved, a perfect mold.

Now, where are you?, why have you gone?
leaving those dreams, in times forgone.
Did you give joy only to take it away?,
Did you show me the path,to leave me astray?

I wish i was still lost, still hurt I wish i had drowned.
I wish me and my aching heart, you would never have found.
The suffering was better off, I wish you'd let me cry,
than, momentary bliss and then saying good bye.

saying GOODBYE

Phenomenon of missing...

While giving shape to ur fantasies,
while knocking doors during emergencies,
while distinguishing right or wrong,
life invites many people who makes u strong,
including ur family members n friends,
and shaping relations that never bends.

Along with the fold in ages,
we want but can't bound them in cages,
to be with them for the entire life span,
explaining yourself " why not they can?",
knowing that they can't stay forever,
but still these beautiful days should last forever.

Hence initiates the Phenomenon of missing,
the phenomenon accompanied with numerous wishings,
wishes that could bring back the past,
bringing those who are much more den the world so vast.
busy in smiles n wet eyes for no reason,
we know nothing could bring bring u back 4m dis dreamy season.


When crowded lanes sounds silent,
and reminiscence gives ultimate merriment,
when nights passes gazing the stars,
and morning breeze brings the smell of flowers.
this fragrance will try to bring out memories so pl;easing,
this is nothing but Phenomenon of missing...

When only miss calls gives u great pleasure,
and viewing captured moments is the best leisure,
when unintentionally u dials is number,
and the talk begins with random murmur,
u try to keep the conversation ball rolling,
this is what i call Phenomenon of missing....

Loving Insane.

there can be million reasons
in me loving you so much
none can ever explain
for what we are .. we will remain
loving each other insane
dyin every moment, tryin every moment
all gone in vain
coz nothing, just nothin
can ever sustain..
love we hold for each other.
we're just loving each other insane.

If only

If only you knew
the thoughts that go through my mind
when i am around you
If only you knew
How you make me feel
when i am around you
If only you knew
what I'm keeping to myself
when i am around you
If only you knew
What I day dream about
when i am around you
If only you knew
what I wish for, pray for
when i am around you
If only you knew
How nervous I get
when i am around you
If only you knew
That I am In Love ..
With You.

And they said, take care.


Yes. I will take care, I promise.

I will take care not to care.
I will take care not to make a fool of myself.
I will take care I don’t lose my head again.
I will take care not to fall in love.
I will take care I don’t mess up my life.
I will take care I don’t break any rules.
I will take care I become a goody two shoes.
I will take care that I won’t remain so for long.
I will take care I don’t reveal your secrets.
I will take care I don’t smile for too long.
I will take care I don’t hurt you again.
I will take care I don’t sleep on my face.
I will take care not to get caught while I steal cookies.
I will take care I don’t put out the moon at night.
I will take care that I remain alive until you can meet me again and say take care.

And they still say, take care

Later..

Wounded ..

When We Were Kids,
We Couldn't Wait To Grow Up
Now That We Are Grown Up
We Realize That Wounded Knees And Broken Toys
Were Certainly Better
Than Wounded Emotions And Broken Hearts.

Broken Heart !

I just Screamed inside and Apart..
You Gave me a Broken Heart,
You just Killed Inside Your Shining Star,
And it is just Because Of You,
and all the Things You Do !

Memories ..

Memories
that make my heart ache
when someone is rude to me...

Memories
that make a tear tickle down my cheek
when someone close to my heart
just leaves a void behind in my life...

Memories
of those paths in the woods i trod
with those beautiful fingers clenching mine
of that face
that makes my heart skip a beat
whenever i stole a glance at it...
of those beautiful songs
that accompanied our low voices
to break the silence during those chilling nights..

Memories
of those exchanged lunch boxes
of those chalks flying around...
of those names which i used to carve on my desk
of those football matches
that later turned into wars...

Memories
that sleep with me
walk with when the sun sets at the other side of the beach

Memories
that make me smile ...even laugh
during those empty moments...

ALWAYs ask me...

Why to make relationships that will die one day..

I answer...
for memories ....

Only memories ..

Days will pass,yearz may walk
A smile would last,the rememberance when would talk
Moments would breathe,but the company may not live
Solace shall conquer,conquer new relieve
When senses need to please
We will wonder if could sieze
But we will have only memories,
Only memories to keep. . .

Silence ..

Of the wind
Of the trees
Of the chains
Of the frees

Of a kid with sparkling eyes
Of a man who is just passing by
Of a woman dressed beautifully
Of an old man gazing at the sky

Of a lamp-post seeing people come and go
Of a trumpet which wont blow
Of a sunrise in the middle of a hay
Of a numb night after a hectic day

Of an actor who’s looking for a break
Of a beggar whom no-one notices
Of a lovely autumn
Of a hungry and vicious snake

Of a wind which isn’t blowing
Of a star which isn’t glowing
Of a bottle filled with wine
Of a clock which is stuck at nine


Of a tree with no leaves
Of a guitar with no strings
Of a life with no thrills
Of a church with no carols

Silence thou not speak
For the mind wanders when you speak
And tongue falters if one tries to speak

Silence…just a thoughtful numb silence

Your eye's sleep but you don't ..

When the winds are chasing a new direction
When nicer are the pains,happines is mere deception
When times run a bullet's fate
When nothing is clear and dreams fade
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When the chances are fallen,if tried
When tears are counted,that we cried
When sorrow gives another companion,but none
When we begin,although evrything is done
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When laughter is another lost emotion
When prayers are unheard,its end of devotion
Whne birth is a way to death
When we realise of all the promises unkept
Your eyez sleep but You don’t

When the real picture comes to scene
When secrets reveal, things could have been
When its late to regret at the old dayz,gone
Then You would sleep,but eyes won’t. .

Love At first sight

You froze me in place the first time I saw you,
My feelings are deep and my soul full of many passions.
Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stories about love at first sight. Maybe my mom was right.

Your smile was warm and reached from ear to ear.
Your laugh is contagious and warms every corner of my soul.
Why do I feel so connected after one glance? I try and shake it but you already have a hold on my heart.

Your voice as resonant as a bass guitar and is felt throughout my heart. It is magical and soothing transporting me to a place I have never been. I try to hear the thoughts of my head but my heart whispers back, it is ok to love.

Your walk both sturdy and fast, it reflects your strength.
The vibrations of your surrounding energy engulf me.
I can see and feel the essence of who you are.
I want more but I am afraid, I know everything will be alright because I already love you.

Time has passed and we have had so many adventures. What happened to us? We say we are in different places in our lives. We try and move on but we can not. We are connected. I hear it in your resonant voice and the way you touch me. You are my true soul mate. The first time I saw you I knew it was true. But yet we are still in limbo, afraid of what we feel, to stubborn to know what we really have.

Everything you are has already changed the way I feel about my life. I want to let go of myself once again, I want to feel and know you again, I want you back because I am lost in a place where I feel nothing without you. My dreams of you and I are all I have left.

I love you

If Its So Good ..

If its so good,
Why don’t I want it anymore?
I don’t like it,
Don’t like the depression
Don’t like that its hurting

If its so good,
Why is it hurting me?
I don’t like to hurt,
Don’t like to cry,
Don’t like to feel my heart break.

If its so good,
Why would my heart be breaking?
I don’t like the feeling,
Don’t like loss of breath
Don’t like that its there

If its so good,
Why would I want it to go away?
I don’t like pain,
Don’t like the look in your eyes,
Don’t like love.

Yet I cant let go
I don’t like when your not there,
Don’t like when you don’t care,
Most of all I don’t like that it truly is so good.

In Between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
Guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

For my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Why Should I Die ?

Why should I die?
Why should I live?
Why should I die,
I have nothing to give?

In God's presence,
I will stand.
Without a present,
in my hand.

When should I die?
Today or tomorrow?
What will you feel?
Sad or sorrow?

Will you wake me,
from my sleep?
Will you wake me,
for me to keep?

In my slumber,
I will stay.
Will you ever,
go away?

Why should I die?
Why should I live?
Why should I die,
I have nothing to give?

MY prince Charming ..

Your essence, your being,
Just takes me away...
Back to a time way back.

Back when charming princes
In shining armor, on white horses,
Flourished, their swords,
Making the princesses swoon.

You do that to me,
Make me laugh, and fret,
And swoon, on occasion.

But without a sword,
Or a great white horse,
Or armor,
You are still a prince.

And my prince,
Whom I'd swoon over,
Any day.

I'm the girl ..

I'm the girl
With the bright brown eye's
That can see strait through
That little disguise

I'm the girl
With no broken smile
That just wants d lovedones to care
For a while

I'm the girl
That will always be strong
I'll never let you know
That theres something wrong

I'm the girl
That acts so tough
And no one knows
It's just a bluff

I'm the girl
Who wont let you near
The one whom you'll never
See shed a tear

How impossible ..

It's Impossible, To Tell The Sun To Leave The Sky,
It's Just Impossible...
It's Impossible, To Ask A Baby Not To Cry,
It's Just Impossible...

Can I Hold You Closer To Me And Not Feel You Goin' Through Me?
Split The Second That I Never Think Of You?
Oh, How Impossible...

Can The Ocean Keep From Rushin' To The Shore?
It's Just Impossible...
If I Had You, Could I Ever Want For More?
It's Just Impossible...

And Tomorrow, Should You Ask Me For The World, Somehow I'd Get It
I Would Sell My Very Soul And Not Regret It
For To Live Without Your Love
It's Just Impossible...

Impossible...
Impossible.

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Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls
Don't You To Know That We Love You?

Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Us To Help?
We Known Each Other Too Well

Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ten,
you cannot hide from your friends

wont break it on

I found myself today,
Oh I found myself and ran away,
But something pulled me back,
the Voice of reason I forgot I had,
All I know is your not here to say,
What you always used to say,
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up,
no I wont' break down,
sooner than it seems life turns around,
and I will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
and it doesn't matter how long it takes
believe in yourself and you'll fly, high,
and it only matters how true you are
be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up,
no I wont' break down,
sooner than it seems life turns around,
and I will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe...

that someone's watching over .

You give me light

I was nurtured
I was sheltered,
I was curious and young.
I was searching for that something,
Trying to find it on the run.
Oh and just when I stopped looking,
I saw just how far I'd come.
In this life.
I was put here for a reason,
I was born into this world.
And I'm living, and I'm believing
That I was meant to be your girl...

In this life.
In this life. Yeah.

You give me love,
You give me light,
Show me everything's been happening,
You've opened up my eyes,
I'm following
Three steps fight an honest fight,
Two hearts, that can start a fire,
One love is all I need in this life...

Three steps fight an honest fight,
Two hearts, that can start a fire,
One love is all I need in this life...

In this Life.

I gtta go my own way ..

Second Chance

When we went out all things were right
and everything was fine
then we broke up and I cried so hard
cause you were no longer mine

You said you needed time and space
so I was like “okay”
I stood around & waited
as we drifted farther away

I thought that we would reunite
but I guess that you did not
so I got close to giving up
to let go is what i’ve been taught

…but then one day you changed your mind
and finally came around
I guess you finally realized
just what you had found (LoL)

I didn’t want to start again
I didn’t want to cry
to go through another break-up like that
…I think I’d rather die

I finally took my chances
because I knew we’d make it last
and now we are together
…no matter whats in our past

We’ve gotten through the hard times
and gotten through the pain
we’ve been dating for a month now
and there’s so much in it for me to gain

I’m so glad that we’re together
and we made it through the past
I know this time it feels so right
I know we’ll make it last!

Its gonna last ...

It don’t matter what happened in the past
Because what we have, it’s gonna last

You make me smile
Your worth my while

You let me know how you feel
Which lets me know you’re the real deal

You let me see, what you mean to me
Without you, who knows where I’d be?

When I’m not with you, I feel blue
Whoever knew, our love would be true?

When I think of you
There’s no other clue
How much I care for you

In so little time, I made you mine
And we’re gonna last, til the end of time!!

Love is ..

It is sharing and caring,
Giving and forgiving,
Loving and being loved,
Walking hand in hand,
Talking heart to heart,
Seeing through each other’s eyes,
Laughing together,
Weeping together,
Praying together,
And always trusting
And believing
And thanking God
For each other…

For love that is shared is a beautiful thing–
It enriches the soul and makes the heart sing!

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