Tuesday, December 11, 2007




And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Kyun hawa .. a beautiful dream !

Ek Din Jab Savere Savere
Surmayee Se Andher Ki Chaadar Hataa Ke
Ek Parbat Ke Takiye Se
Sooraj Ne Sar Jo Uthaayaa To Dekhaa
Dil Ki Waadi Mein Chaahat Kaa Mausam Hai
Aur Yaadon Ki Daaliyon Par
Anginat Beete Lamhon Ki Kaliyaan Mahakne Lagi Hain
Ankahi Ansuni Aarzoo
Aadhi Soyee Huyee Aadhi Jaagi Huyee
Aankhein Maltey Huey Dekhti Hai
Lahar Dar Lahar, Mauj Dar Mauj Bahti Huyee Zindagi
Jaise Har Ek Pal Nayee Hai
Aur Phir Bhi Wahi Hai
Haan Wahi Zindagi
Jiske Daaman Mein Koi Mohabbat Bhi Hai
Koi Hasrat Bhi Hai
Paas Aanaa Bhi Hai
Door Jaanaa Bhi Hai
Aur Yeh Ahsaas Hai
Waqt Jharne Saa Bahtaa Huaa Jaa Rahaa Hai Ye Kahtaa Huaa
Dil Ki Vaadi Mein Chaahat Kaa Mausam Hai
Aur Yaadon Ki Daaliyon Par
Anginat Beete Lamahon Ki Kaliyaan Mahakne Lagi Hain

Kyon Hawa Aaj Yun Ga Rahi Hai.
Kyon Fiza Rang Chhalka Rahi Hai
Mere Dil Bata Aaj Hona Hai Kya
Chaandni Din Mein Kyun Chha Rahi Hai
Zindagi Kis Taraf Ja Rahi Hai
Mere Dil Bata Kya Hai Ye Silsila
Kyon Hawa Aaj Yun Ga Rahi Hai,
Ga Rahi Hai, Ga Rahi Hai

Jahan Tak Bhi Jayein Nigahein
Baraste Hain Jaise Ujale
Saji Aaj Kyun Hain Ye Raahein
Khile Phool Kyun Hain Nirale
Khushbuein Kaisi Ye Bah Rahi Hain
Dhadkanein Jane Kya Kah Rahi Hai
Mere Dil Bata Ye Kahani Hai Kya
Kyon Hawa Aaj Yun Ga Rahi Hai,
Ga Rahi Hai, Ga Rahi Hai

Yeh Kiska Hai Chehra Jise Main
Har Ek Phool Mein Dekhta Hoon
Yeh Kiski Hai Aawaz Jisko
Na Sun Ke Bhi Main Sun Raha Hoon
Kaisi Ye Aahtein Aa Rahi Hain
Kaise Ye Khwab Dikhla Rahi Hain
Mere Dil Bata Kaun Hai Aa Raha
Kyon Hawa Aaj Yun Ga Rahi Hai
Ga Rahi Hai, Ga Rahi Hai

Saturday, December 1, 2007

I Luv M3 !



I tried to be perfect,

But nothing was worth it,

I don’t believe it makes me real.

I thought it’d be easy,

But no one believes me,

I meant all the things I said.



If you believe it’s in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I’m better off on my own.



This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting,

I don’t know how it got so bad.

Sometimes it’s so crazy,

that nothing can save me,

But it’s the only thing that I have.

Sunday, November 4, 2007


"And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Lovely .. !

"Don't fall in love with someone you can live with ,
Fall in love with someone you can't live without."



Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Winds Of Change




The winds of change have brushed my heart,
No longer is there hate left.

The winds of change have crushed my ego,
No longer is there I left.

The winds of change have buried my fear,
No longer is there cowardice left.

The winds of change have dissolved my mind,
No longer is there doubt left.

The winds of change have opened my eyes,
No longer is there darkness left.

The winds of change have merged my soul,
No longer is there space left.

The winds of change have blown my breath
No longer is there time left

Kuch is tarah

Kuch Is Tarah - Atif Aslam

[Kuch is tarah teri palkein
Meri palkon se mila de
Aason tere saare
Meri palkon pe saja de]3

Tu har ghadi har waqt mere
Saath raha hai
Haan hai yeh jism kabhi duur kabhi paas raha hai

Jo bhi gum hai yeh tere
Unhe tu mera bata de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein
Meri palkon se mila de
Aason tere saare
Meri palkon pe saja de

Mujhko to tere chehre pe
Yeh gum nahi jajjta
Zaij nahi lagta
Mujhe gum se tera rishta
Sun meri guzarish ise chehre se haata de -2

Kuch is tarah teri palkein
Meri palkon se mila de
Aason tere saare
Meri palkon pe saja de

here's the song -- Kuch Is Tarah

Thursday, September 13, 2007

when ..

When i thought that the world was hell .. n when people asked of my life ..
i couldn't tell .. my dreamz were completely fading !
n it was for tomorrow i was wating ..
but when i met those dark eyez .. i thought u were one of a king .. which no 1 would evr mind ..
you were some1 that i've never met ..
n thoes moments we had 2gethr .. i'll never frgt ..
u made me strong .. even though evrythng was wrong ..
whem i'm with u .. i feel so restless
ur dreamz in my mind made me sensless
Even if u get lost .. i'll no a million ways to reach ur soul .. n find ur trace ..
coz ur love in me will never chanGe ..
no matter hw many dayz
wen u care .. m never so scared !
coz i beleiv in u
even though ur' one of the fw ..
although life is full of thunders.. n fate of life is like hunters
u n me will alwayz be even through non stop obstacles n unbelieving miracles
my hope, my desire, my love, lies in those dark eyez of my beautiful soul.. !!


Turn to Allah

When you have a terrible day
You just want to scream
just turn to Allah

When your feeling so down
you have lost all hope
just turn Allah

when your feeling betrayed
you just want to curse
just turn to Allah

when you can't see a way out
of a terrible situation
just turn to Allah

when your feeling like
you have no self esteem
just turn to Allah

when your feeling all OK and
the world is at your feet
just remember not to forget Allah
you can then be certain he will remember you !

Bush .. d Monkey !

Wonder Why ..

i wonder why so ..

The road of existence




The road of existence
Destination infinite
Leads all through
Their crowded travel
Of the day

Across and along
Their hope and desire
Only to their evening
Loneliness,

Itself in the night
Listening to the footfall
Of its memory in silence
And feels helpless.

As the long road
Of my heart
Unable to take me
Out of this life.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Akheer ..

Sunday, August 19, 2007


Aks khushboo hoon bikhrne se na roke koi ;
aur bikhar jaun to mujhko na samete koi .
Kaanp uthti hoon yah soch ke tanhai me ;
mere chehre pe tera naam na padh le koi .
Jis tarah khwab mere ho gaye reza reza ;
is tarah se na kabhi toot ke bikhre koi .
Main to us din se hisara hoon ki jab hukm mile ;
khushk foolon ko kitabo me na rakhe koi .
Ab to is raah se wah shakhs guzarta bhi nahin ;
ab kis umeed pe darwaze se jhaanke koi .
Koi aahat koi awaz koi chaap nahi ;
Dil ki galiyan badi sunsaan hai aaye koi .

Wednesday, August 15, 2007



Saturday, August 11, 2007

Its phelgmatic and dreamy.The tiny drops of rain are reminding me of the times when i had a dream in my eyes and my heart always used to yearn to touch the cold drops of white water with my fingertips.The dream never came true and with the ashes of the broken dreams all my desires perished somwhere in a place never known.

My Crush .. Too Hott To Handel !

BranDon ..




My Love .. Just another pic..




Monday, August 6, 2007

Weirdo ..u see that !!

You Are 60% Weirdo

You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to.
(But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!)
You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them.
You Are 52% Phobic

You have a few more phobias than the average person. And you're sometimes developing new ones.
The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.






Your Attitude is Better than 45% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

Happy Being Single !! Yeah .~

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!
Your Mood Ring is Light Purple

Clever
Witty
Sharp

Sunday, August 5, 2007


I had a dream today ..
i saw myself with my love ..Brandon ..
ahh it was so nice ..i just dint want to wake up ..

just before i was leaving..though i dint want to ..he promised me to meet again ..

and bid goodbye with a warm hug ..IT WAS THE BEST DREAM I EVER HAD !!

Saturday, August 4, 2007


One's Heart
Remember when you fall in love you give your heart to that person. The only problem with giving your heart is they have the power to break it. They have the power cause it such pain it can become indescribable. They have the power to make it difficult to wake in the morning and sleep at night. Why do they have the power? Because you have fallen in love and given them your heart, soul and breath. Because you gave it freely with love and openness and they took it. But sometimes they forget that, they forget they are not the only ones in pain, they are not the only ones....

HERE WITHOUT YOU










What I Owe You
This is a list
of what to expect
from me to you
with love and respect.
I owe you an EAR
coz u alwayz pay attention
I owe you a SHOULDER
coz on your lies my affection.
I owe you a HAND
you alwayz helped out.
I owe you ADVICE
of that there's no doubt.
I owe you RESPECT
of that your full.
I owe you TRUST
with my secrets you were cool.
I owe you LOVE
deep in my heart you touched.
I owe you a FRIEND
who is honest and true.
I owe you MY LIFE
because what you still DO .

This is a poem i dedicate to my best friend ..who's always there besides me ..and lead n guide me whenever m rong...
love ya dear !!!
n yeah you r a real rockstar for me !


Friday, August 3, 2007


BRANDON---MY LOVE

hes my crush ..
aint he hott ??
aint he too cool..

aint he just GLAMOROUS !!